Saturday, December 3, 2016

Thoughts on Something


Imagine a world wherein people would share their problems to each other without worrying that no one's going to help them. A world wherein people would not be ashamed to talk to others about those problems. Well, it certainly isn't the world nowadays. Actually it is the opposite as some people are the ones bringing down others just to raise themselves up. Will it ever change though?

Think about the people in your life. Maybe the person who's usually ignored in class because of a quirk he has is going through a difficult life problem. Maybe the girl who asked you if you were okay is the one more in need of support. Think of it this way: maybe the challenge someone else is facing is more difficult than yours, so don't judge him right away.

A lot of times, I feel that I'm not good enough. I feel it when I don't get the biggest prize in a competition. I feel it when a lot of people are telling me to bring the bacon home. I feel it when I sit down and ponder by myself. Maybe it's the expectations - not only of others but also my own-  that crush me. Sometimes, I just lie down on my bed, hoping that I fall asleep before I start to fall apart.

After a few days though, I start to realize that maybe that's just the way it is, that maybe I'm not really supposed to be up there, or that someone else deserves it more than I do. And, yes, I'll move on, but it'll start again. It's placed inside a forever loop with no breaks in between.

That's one of the reasons I don't like people telling me that I'm good because it just raises up the bar for expectation. And sometimes I just need someone to punch me in the face to wake me up so that I could face reality face to face.

Please don't expect anything from me. Because when you do, I expect something higher from myself and if I don't reach those expectations, it breaks my heart. Please please don't. I don't want to disappoint anyone so it's better if you don't expect anything. Thank you.

Sunday, July 17, 2016

It's July!

Hey guys! It's July. Well, it's not the start of July though probably in the middle, I guess. I'm here to tell you guys why I was not active these past few weeks.
First of all, I was in a competition. Now, I can't tell you the name of the competition because I want you guys to guess. Here's the thing. If you guessed it correctly, I'll mention you in my next post. Here's a clue. ALPACAS I'll reveal the answer next week!
Aren't they cute? Pwaa p.s. I named mine Pwaaleesi (orange one).

I'm going to wait for your comments, guys! Next, I've been going outside to play with my neighbors. Nope, not because of Pokemon Go. Pokemon Go's not yet available in Asia, and that's like so sad. I always have fun with them cause who wouldn't? I swear if you met them, you'd also have fun. So a while ago, we played with Snapchat's filters. If you wanna check that out, you can add me in Snapchat: dioxanes_genial . I'm sure you're wondering why that is my username. Fun fact: it's an anagram of my name.

That's all. I'm posting another post next week wherein I'll mention one of you if you guess the competition correctly. 

Follow me on instagram and twitter: @kamandag88

Here's the verse for this week:
Romans 1:16 
         For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes, for the Jew first and also for the Greek.

P.S. None of these gifs/photos are mine except the alpaca one. :) Credits to the owners!

Monday, June 27, 2016

What's up, everybody? I just got home from an english enhancement class which I took to enhance my English. Wew. I started doing my summer activities two weeks ago. It's pretty cool though that other schools in the country are already welcoming another school year and here we are just welcoming summer.
Joffrey is impressed. GAHHH I miss him...
Here are some of the activities I've been doing. 

First, Muay Thai. Muay Thai is from Thailand, obviously. You use your hands, elbows, feet, and legs. You punch, you kick, and etc. It's not Muay Thai that's tiring. It's the workout you do before you do Muay Thai. 
Dayuuumm right?
Second, English Enhancement Program. I'm trying to enhance my English because that's the only CEM that was not 99+. YASS ENHANCEMENT. hahaahhaha

Third, training. I have training for a competition in July. Training started on Monday, but I didn't go because they told me like an hour before it ended. hHAHAAHA

That's all! Gonna post sometime soon again! Bye!

Saturday, June 18, 2016

It's Father's Day

Hi guys! It's Father's Day! I'm going to give you some tips to make your dad happy on this day!

1) Gifts
       If you are able to save money, why not buy your father a gift? Just make sure it's the money you earned and not the one your father gives. Otherwise, it will just feel like he bought it. Earn the money then buy him a gift. You could buy him a personalized item, a new wallet, or even a new car! If you don't have the time however, you can just search online and see what others have for sale this father's day.

2) Greeting Cards
       If you don't have money to buy him a gift, you can either make your own greeting card or get one from the internet and print it. Make sure that you write him a personalized message inside. Make him feel special. You could give it to him anytime of the day. After giving the card to him, you should hug him and tell him that you love him.
3) Facebook Post with a Message
       If you don't have the time to create a greeting card or to print one, you can just post a picture in facebook, tag your father, and greet him with a personalized message. Don't just copy and paste the message from another person. That will make him feel less special and you could be sued for plagiarism. You could design the picture with different apps to make it look cooler.
4) Treat Him to Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner
       Again, if you have money that you earned, you could treat your father to a meal whether it be breakfast, lunch, or dinner. Or if you do not have money, you could surprise him by cooking his favorite meal. If you don't know how to cook that specific food, you could ask help from your mother or search a recipe online. Make him feel special by adding love to your recipe.
5) A Simple Text Message
       If you do not want to do any of the ones above, you could always just send him a text message. Send him a Happy Father's Day text or a father's day quote. You could also send him a Bible verse if you want. 

Although I have given you suggestions, it's always better to think of your own unique way to surprise your father. The best gift is presence and not presents so if you are away from your father, maybe it's time to go back to his place and give him the love in front of him. I'm sure your father misses you. Happy father's day to your fathers and may the Lord bless them! 


Hi guys, great news! As you can see from the title, I have no ideas. I do not know what to post today because my life this week has been boring. OH MY GOODNESS BOO IS SO CUTE. HEHEHE

If someone can actually comment down there and suggest what I should post tomorrow/next week, I would gladly appreciate it. Thanks! For the meantime, you can follow me on twitter: @kamandag88, on tumblr @uniqueteenagefangirl, on snapchat: @dioxanes_genial, and check out my other blog 

Thank you, guys! Love you!

Monday, June 13, 2016

I'm Speechless

It's been two days and I'm still speechless about what happened to Christina Grimmie. I know that this blog is only for personal stuff and not my fangirling stuff, but it's inevitable. Christina influenced me in such a way that I can't really express in words because it's too great an influence. I still can't move on with what happened to her, but God assures me that everything will be alright, that things happen according to His will, that He is in control.

If you would like to read my blog post about Christina in my other blog, you can check it out here -->

If you would like to help Christina's family, you can donate here


As you know, Christina was a big fan of video games especially Zelda, and they're actually releasing a new Zelda game next year. Someone made a petition to name a character after Christina. They still need more votes, so please vote and share it to your friends.

Thank you guys for your support and may the Lord bless you! You rawwk!

Monday, June 6, 2016

Some Pattern I've Noticed

Hi guys! There's some pattern I've noticed here in my blog as I was reading it. I kept telling you guys that I was so sorry for not updating for the months before the post. I told you guys I was going to update it from time to time. It turns out that history has been repeating again and again, but I will make sure that will not happen this time. As you can see this is the second post of the week. This is something I think I've never tried.
TAKE the risk or LOSE the chance. - Unknown
I'm not actually sure who reads my blogs, but if you are one of the people who just happened to click next blog and arrived in my blog. I hope you stay and actually follow me in this journey called life. I am certain though of one person who reads my blog. I won't say the name of that person, but I know you already know if that is you.
Life is a journey not a destination. - Unknown
 I'm not sure why I have so many quotes in this post. I cannot fangirl here because I have another blog for that. I am going to go there to update. Here is a link to my fangirling blog ---->

Going to post later this week. Talk to me on twitter or on tumblr. :) @kamandag88 and